Dear Zane,

It’s almost your day! I knew this day would come, and I knew it would be rough. I could approach it one of two ways, I could stay home and cry about it (which still crosses my mind) or I could put on my big girl pants and conquer the world! Well I thought about you and how you would handle it, and I knew exactly what you would want me to do. I’m ready to do this for you. I knew I couldn’t do it alone, so I enlisted a few of your favorite people. We had a huge celebration for you! Now it’s time for an adventure. I wish so much that you were here in person, but I know you’ll be in spirit. Happy fourth Birthday in heaven! I hope it’s your best one yet. Love you to the moon and back, forever!

*We would live for you all to release a red balloon up to Zane and send us a photo!* Thank you!

                           2015